So Halloween is a week and a half away, I love Halloween! It is going to be so much fun this year! Cassidy is dressing up as a lady bug, she picked out the outfit at Marshalls by herself, and we tried it on and she LOVED it. So stinkin cute.
Well the terrible twos got NOTHIN on my terrible 21month old. Seriously, is it always going to be a constant battle with her? (Yes, I am sure it will be) I am just glad she acts like this towards me only and not everyone else, Janice her daycare provider loves her, says she is nothing but a lovely girl, smart and caring. But then she gets home and its air hitting, yelling, disobedience, climbing on EVERYTHING and jumping, she already took a "could of been really bad" spill off the couch the other day. She really is sweet and a good baby girl, I just wish she would cut her mama some slack sometimes.
Although no matter how crazy she is and how bad she is acting, when she comes up and gives me a hug and says "mama I love you" my heart melts.
I flip back and forth about having another one. Reasons I want another one are many, some including: miss being pregnant, love having a newborn, I want to start my career but I want to be mostly done having kids first so I don't have to worry about taking time off or feeling guilty if I am not around as much as I want to be. I want a little boy. So bad. And I wanna see how Ian is with another baby, he was and still is the absolute best with Cassidy <3 their relationship.
But the big reason to not have another is our WEDDING! It is in 2 years and we are saving or attempting to save our money for that...Well, I am going to just let whatever happens, happen. I know Ian is my forever, so it we have kids in a year or 12 I guess it doesn't really matter...well, maybe ;)
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