Well yesterday was a reminder that I am not in control. Nope. But I know who is...Zoey. I've been under a lot of stress lately and did not quite realize how it was affecting me. The restless nights, mood swings were all cues. But it took me to have a full blown panic attack and a trip to the maternity ward to knock me to my senses.
Well that was a first. High blood pressure. I never have high blood pressure. It was scary. I just felt so out of it. Could barely carry on a conversation with Ian. I had to go for a non-stress test. That was fun! ha, not really. I was hoping I would get to see our little princess but nope, just heard her heartbeat drumming away, so strong. Got released within 45 minutes because everything finally came back down to normal.
So lesson learned. Relax. Just relax. Somethings will be out of my control, and sometimes things will get stressful. But right now what I feel does not matter, I need to make sure Zoey stays healthy and calm. No pre-term labor for me!
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