Surprises

Well little Miss Zoey will probably be making an appearance earlier than we had expected. Which now, is A-Okay. I only have a few more things I need to accomplish before she comes. Packing the bag and just setting up the room the way I want it. Everything with the new house is coming along great! We just need to put some finishing touches on it and viola! Unfourtantely I am still working :( However I told them I would be coming in less and less and my official last day will be in a week! I can not wait. I need some me time. Just being able to sit and read or lay down and put my feet up, I haven't had a chance to really prepare my body for Zoey's arrival. My mom and I went to my last hypnobirthing class which was great, funny thing about Cape Cod and how small it is, the other couple in there was a couple my mom and I knew! It was great to re meet her and to talk about our experiences. I can not believe how close we are getting to meeting our newest daughter. It always comes up in conversation, Ian will look at me and say "just think in the next couple of weeks Zoey will be asleep on your lap" or "I can't wait to see what she looks like". It is a total eye opener that we are going to be a four person family, very very soon.

Cassidy is so excited to meet Zoey too. We have kinda of talked about what it will be like. Auntie Kristen will come pick you up and have a great day doing fun things, and then you can meet your sister. She was okay with that plan. However she has made some changes, like she is going to go to the zooquarium, bonkerz and have pizza....I will let her spring that one on Kristen ;) It may be weird, but I am really excited to go into labor. I really feel like I am prepared this time. And I am totally excited to use my hypnobirthing techniques. I have to keep on practicing and get my CD made. The breathing technique is wonderful, puts me to sleep every night. The whole experience is going to be different. Not having everyone come in and out of the room is a big thing. Not that I did last time, but this time I want to make sure it doesn't go all over facebook immediately. Having people come and visit or the endless phone calls was a lot for Ian and myself. This time we want it more personal. Hopefully that actually happens. I'm excited to have my "independence" back when Zoey is born. I miss drinking coffee everyday or sometimes more than once. And ofcourse I can not wait for my first Blueberry Wheat!! YUM! We are planning to have a meet and greet party when Zoey arrives so the family and friends can officially meet her. Our new house is perfect for that. Moving to Dennis is great. I am really excited to not be in Chatham anymore. I understand with every small town comes its fair share of drama...but jeesh, Chatham has had plently. I'm hoping I don't have to hear anymore stories of things I really could care less about. But chances are, I won't be that lucky. But now when we all go out we can hang out in more places than just The Squire or the Nun, we always had some fun there but I am just excited to close that chapter of my life.

All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy, for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another. ~Anatole France~

Change. That is what will be happening and I am so excited to cut the dead out of my life.